Feb. 7th, 2008

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I feel change coming...it was in the winds last night.  I'm not feeling satisfied with my life the way it is. 

I think it is because I am finally satisfied with my marriage...so now it is on to the next thing.  I know it's in the stars, the New Moon was in Aquarius last night, and there is a lot going on this month as far as the Celestial Realm in concerned. 

I don't know where the winds of change have brought me, so I am still reeling, and trying to find my bearings. This is making me grumpy and irritable, especially where the family is concerned. More specifically, the FIL. It may be that my job is definitely picking up speed again, and I am under a bit more stress and pressure. I'm not sure, but I need alone time to figure this out, and not have to listen to him walk around upstairs like a damned elephant.  I'm tired of having to worry about what the rest of the house is doing. I went out with the sister in law last night, and she practiced driving. I know it's not her that I have a problem with. The MIL usually leaves me alone for the most part, and we only speak when we run into each other. The hubby was out most of the night last night, helping his mother with the shopping, and he went to the gym.  He came home, and I was watching Jarhead, (I caught it towards the middle, and I only got to watch a little bit of it. The parts I did watch seemed interesting, and I definitely feel for the soldiers who are over in the desert. Even with Hollywood's glamour, that looks like it sucks...) So, it's the FIL...something about his presence, his energy, his aura....it's scraping on my nerves. I don't know...

So...I'm here at work, and I have a lot to do, so I have to get back to it. I feel better, having posted a little bit...but I still feel restless...anxious...nervous...something is coming. 

I hope I can see it before it gets here...

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